I posted all the articles before this one based on my experience, transcribing the recording of the past regression. For the first time, my client wanted to write an article herself, sharing her impressions and emotions received during the work. Previously, we posted its first regression. This work and its results can be read here: https://www.b17.ru/article/149071/. This time Greta wrote the work herself while listening to an audio recording. We just tweaked it a little without making any significant changes. I hope you enjoy the story and have a new and interesting experience. --------------------- I'M AFRAID OF LOUD MEN'S VOICES I want to stop being afraid of the loud voices of men and make decisions in accordance with myself, and not under the influence of this fear. I turned to regressologist Galimzyan with this request in March of this year. From the beginning, Galimzyan helped me clearly formulate the request. Then he put me into a trance state: the body completely relaxed, the mind calmed down, and thoughts disappeared. I felt incredibly comfortable, and I felt complete trust in the specialist. After the words: “Now please move to the situation where the fear of loud men’s voices first arose,” I saw myself as a little girl sitting on the concrete floor. There was a lot of chaotically placed furniture around, and in general the room was in disarray. It was obvious: the situation was devoid of the owner’s hand. And for good reason, the first thing I felt was a strong feeling of hunger. Then the picture began to emerge more clearly. I felt fear in my stomach and a desire to quickly eat the food in my hands. Suddenly my father, whose gaze loomed menacingly over me, began to shout loudly: “There is no money anyway, but you keep eating and eating!” I felt very sad and lonely. Galimzyan, hearing this, asked: “Does Paul (my name came to me) have a mother?” Pictures came of my mother being sent to prison for theft, drunkenness and prostitution. Then we moved to adolescence, I was 15 years old. I stood in front of my partner in a black raincoat, with whom I was selling Christmas tree decorations. Nervously playing with the Christmas tree decoration, I felt a strong desire to earn as much as possible, but I saw that there were absolutely no buyers around. And then the desire came to me to steal something or come up with a cunning plan on how to make money in an easy way. At this time, I was haunted by the persistent fear of being hungry. Next, Galimzyan suggested moving to Paul’s old age, and I found myself in front of an old man, a thief. He loudly shouted at me, hitting me on the back and demanding to return the money that I owed him for a long time. To understand the whole picture of what was happening, Galimzyan moved me to the mature age of Paul. Here I saw myself as the organizer of a criminal group of a crowd of men, apparently thieves. I gave them money, and with it an order - to rob all the shops in the town. I promised to give them even more money, but at the same time I realized that in the end I would not give it back. And then the understanding came to me that this situation would lead me in old age to the point that many would already know about my deception and would want to find me and take my life. Galimzyan decided to take me back to childhood. As a child, I felt a strong fear that my father might kill me: I was an “extra mouthful” that he wouldn’t be able to feed anyway. From that moment, Galimzyan began working on my feelings and instincts that caused fear in this life. After recognizing and accepting each instinct, I began to feel more and more like I was leaving the position of a victim: fear, self-pity, resentment went away, and the situation also began to change more and more positively. Fear turned to anger, anger turned to acceptance and a desire to take care of her father. I was no longer afraid of him. Galimzyan again brought me back to the situation with my father: he no longer shouted, he went to look for work to feed us. At that moment I felt enormous gratitude and peace. When Galimzyan brought me back to the situation described above, I no longer saw myself as a thief. At that moment I felt complete.